So... Where have I been? A large collection of events for the past 3 years.

Long story short, mother got addicted to hard drugs and started stealing money from the family and I ended up going homeless... TWICE... and now I'm here again. Worked full-time, fell in love (twice, Christ, can you believe that anyone would love a mess like me?) had severe bouts of psychosis due to heavy amounts of stress and depression. Ended up not being able to afford rent due to many circumstances at the end of it all. Had multiple mental breakdowns and decided, finally, that I'm done stressing myself out over not being able to commit to what I've wanted to do all along and that was learn to be a better artist. So here I am, feeling like death may be around any alleyway corner, secluded behind any concealing form of shrubbery, ready to pounce on my inconsequential reaction.

So, uh... Commissions are open indefinitely for a while/ Going to use this as an opportunity to focus on what I've always wanted.

Been out of the mental health facility a few of days now and will be going to a new one that specializes in my condition on Wednesday. Been yearning to draw every second I was in there. I will probably never stop drawing, but I know I am going to limit all my interactions with people online.

Hopefully I'll finally get my medication and therapy again after losing everything but it's going to cost a pretty penny, something I can barely afford, but I'm getting set-up with insurance and a PCD and, hopefully, the cost will be axed considerably.

Just a small update. I'm not dead. Drawing, getting my mental health under control and my girlfriend is the only thing I tend to live for these days.

I've decided to quit animation and artwork all together. I've been having worse and worse dissociative episodes more and more. I'm not in stable mind to get back to what I love. I hate the internet. I hate people. I hate myself. I hate the constant way I try to make friends and black out and can't remember anything I've done.

So I quit. I'm done. Hopefully my name doesn't show up in obituaries but I think I'm near the end of my life. I won't go into detail but my brain doesn't work anymore.

I'll see you guys later.

Sorry for the lack of stuff. I've been busy with IRL stuff and I caught COVID-19. Luckily I'm vaccinated and the symptoms were no where near as bad as they could've been as I barely felt it. Had to get tested for my job so have been taking on some commissions and side jobs.

If you wanna help out, since I generally do this out of passion and I could really use the help, I do have a Ko-Fi for donations if you wish to help me out while I'm out of work until my test results! I appreciate all the help and please, expect more stuff in the future. I've been working on some animated projects on the side in which I hope people will like, since it's somethings that I want to work on passionately.

Thank you so much for staying with me for so long!

I have commissioned open for right now! I have 3 slots open at the moment!

I work on a 30/30/30 method to where I do the sketch first and if they like it, they can pay 30 for the line art and then 30 for the coloring. 15 dollars to each method per characters. Backgrounds cost the same on the 30/30/30 as well.

It makes it quicker and works around my schedule. Obscure fetishes may cost extra at bartering discretion. Business inquiries will be preferably handled by invoice.

I'm really in the need for some cash. Serious offers only and I take money up front and have the sketches done within a week.

Thank you for reading and have a nice day!

My last ditch effort to try and get some sort of art career off the ground! All Perks are under 20$!



Now that tumblr has shut down, I think this is a wake-up call to me to actually get back in the swing of things from years ago by collaborating with other artists by getting back to learning animation and starting on my comic. NSFW art is definitely something that I am going to continue, but most of my time was wasted on scrolling through tumblr. I'm focusing on the storyboards and key ideas, writing down ideas and key scenes while I'm at work. Hopefully everyone who's here after tumblr collapsed are welcomed here and do well.

Also, I have a twitter that I am going to post more on as well. it's HERE