I've decided to quit animation and artwork all together. I've been having worse and worse dissociative episodes more and more. I'm not in stable mind to get back to what I love. I hate the internet. I hate people. I hate myself. I hate the constant way I try to make friends and black out and can't remember anything I've done.
So I quit. I'm done. Hopefully my name doesn't show up in obituaries but I think I'm near the end of my life. I won't go into detail but my brain doesn't work anymore.
I'll see you guys later.
Smirkytrick
I've always loved to see your work. This was a hard read for me. I know twitter is a shit site. but you can't let twitter dictate what you do with your life and doing the things you love. I hope you seek professional help, I understand if you think cutting out twitter will help. Twitter has too many assholes on that site. But you shouldn't let those assholes dictate what you should do with your life. please take as much time as you need, and get help. I don't want to see you going down this dark path.
DotExecutables
Its my fault. I can't deal with my disassociative illness anymore. I am contemplating suicide again. I woke up with my keyboard destroyed. I don't know what happened last night and early this morning. No one should have to go through this. I have cuts on my wrist that are deep. I can't afford to go to the hospital for it.